I can't believe this
is a carrd!

"Helel", Helaire or Sirin.

Nice to meat you...! I'm Helel, 19 y.o, I go by He/Him strictly; don't overuse "they/them" with me, please!
I'm Brazilian, genderqueer + bi-curious. Tone tags are appreciated, I can't pick up tone well. I'm also a very low-energy person, social interactions drain me quickly and I might take a while to reply; don't take it to heart, I'm just tired!

Note Mad hyper-fixation on the Morningstar Essence, they make me happy! I tend to project my family relationships onto Ithaqua and Nathaniel, so I won't tolerate anyone being weird about them on my own space. I use the block button religiously (FUB free) since I like to curate my own space and boundaries. "Oh i never interact-" if you're blocked it's for a reason. I do this for my OWN comfort!

Before you follow I have BPD+ASD. Don't be vague, if you text me "hi" and nothing else I won't respond. As mentioned above too i'm very low energy even if my personality seems cheerful, i don't enjoy long conversations unless i'm very into it!

Do not follow/Interact Proship, ESP. nathaitha / helenebu, I have a twin brother and these two disturb me greatly, Please don't bring up things about these ships around me. Basic DNI, Yttd/DSMP/Black butler fans. I tend to block these when I see them pop up on my follows.

Art twitter... rest in peace.

Commission info | Vgen

Toyhou.se

Mostly an archive for my art, I post there episodically.

Portfolio

Find all of my posted artworks in here, in case it is not possible to access my Toyhouse. Coming soon!

Hold up, friend! The page you're trying to access requires a password. It contains sensitive information about Helel so I can't let you in without his authorization... Once you have that password, come talk to me.

Media

Check the dropdown menus at the top for individual favorites!

General Interests
Birds / Cats / Analog Horror / Art / Music / Fish / Low-poly games
Games
Identity V / Honkai Impact 3RD / Minecraft / Wuthering Waves / Dark Souls / Bloodborne / Darkest Dungeon / Pokémon / Animal Crossing / Kingdom Hearts / Sims4
Music
Kalafina / Babymetal / Wowaka & Hitorie / MARETU / Kanaria / C418 / Will Stetson / Amalee/Leeandlie / 8 Graves / The Living Tombstone / Yuki Kajiura / Hikaru Utada / Biz / Marina
Animanga
Madoka Magica / Dungeon Meshi / Soul Eater / Fullmetal Alchemist

Specs?!

Not aaaaas important but in case someone wants my brushes...

Software
Clip Studio Paint EX 3.0
Computer
Lenovo Ideapad (modified)
Tablet
Ugee q6 mobile drawing tablet
Brushes & Miscellanous
KAMI / 絵チャ風ペン / Hoarse oil remake / Softcore / Erase along edges / Loose hand-painted sprinkle brush / Hair highlights megapack / Finger brush / Glitter line v2 / 隙間無く囲って塗るツール

Price table

NSFW + 50% of original price
Extra Characters +25% of original price
(per character)

Ahoy sailor!

Contact me through: Email or Discord :)

Q. How do I place in a request for a commission?
If you're on Vgen, all you need to do is apply to be on the waiting list of the option you want. If not, just shoot me a DM saying that you're interested! Preferably through Discord since Twitter sometimes filters out DMs so I don't like using it...
Q. What payment methods do you take?
Paypal or netease pay, depending on the type of comms I'm opening! If you're from Brazil, you can also pay through Pix. Other payment methods (visa, mastercard, etc) can be used on Vgen btw (I love this site man)

Terms of Service

...I can do :... Fanart, OC art, Ship art (within reason), NSFW and bloody stuff. I can do gore, but not heavily grotesque stuff since i am squeamish...
...I WON'T do :... Real people, Anything in my dni's such as any kind of proship media, Mecha, Excessive gore, sexualized traditional clothing, bara/muscle is NOT my thing!*Please be specific with your order! If i don't get any sort of notification about the delay of payment, i'll consider the order cancelled and repurpose the wip. Also keep in mind that I might take a while to finish your commission. I'm an university student. Also, I don't allow any kind of commercial use of the pieces unless stated otherwise, and absolutely do NOT use it for AI.